Keltin must be feeling alright.
He's logged in FF right now, tho I can't speak to him.
He's logged in FF right now, tho I can't speak to him.
He did get some much needed sleep (now you just need to eat something Keltin!)Good job Sass!!!!!!
He did get some much needed sleep (now you just need to eat something Keltin!)
Good to talk to him, VERY good to talk to him.
In an hour we covered a lot of shared feelings, some tears and even some laughter.
Yup, he's gonna be fine.
Because he has to be... and he will be.
Like I said, anytime.Thank you Sass! For everything! I wish I had the words. You are a blessing and a wonderful friend. Thank you.
I know I don't pop in often, but I am not sure how I missed this. . .I am SO sorry, Ketlin. There are no words that can console in a time like this, but I am so sorry for your loss.
I am also sorry for the personal struggles, and challenges that everything must have put onto the relationship.
I can tell you, first hand, that the "drugs" are a double edge sword. . .I am facing my own battles, and the side effects out weight the sickness, imo.
I am just sorry. No one should have to go through this series of events.
You told me the truth too, over the phone, and it shocked me Keltin and you know it did, because based on what Sage said, it led me to believe she died from a disease.A “friend” of mine used to visit here, and when I told them the truth, they told me “BYE” and they were leaving the internet. That hurt.
So there.
Now everyone knows.
If you want to think less of me or Lisa, or have nothing to do with me, I understand.
I just want to be honest with you all lest any crap get started down the road.
So now you all know.
You told me the truth too, over the phone, and it shocked me Keltin and you know it did, because based on what Sage said, it led me to believe she died from a disease.
At this point, it's neither here nor there for me.
This shouldn't drag on.
I don't think you have anything to prove, do you?
You lost Lisa, and that's sad no matter how it happened.
I'd probably put more emotion into it since now, but I have taken a step back.
The hurt destroys me and I think I've done all I can do for you now.
As for the friend member.. well.. we're all human and don't see things in the same way, especially discussing death, never mind suicide.
You should have heeded what I suggested.
This coming clean should have never been mentioned.
Let Lisa rest in peace.
She's gone.
You're still here.
hey Bro, when its our time its our time.. no amount of cpr,drugs or whatever will change that. the higher power said it was her time and it was.
the love in your heart for Lisa will never change no matter how or why it happened.
be stong my Brother.
I didn't send you any PMs.But honestly. Your PMs and emails scared me, and I didn’t want a sudden explosion later on. So here I am coming clean. And I am not ashamed. She will always be a beautiful person no matter what is said here or in email or in PMs.
I didn't send you any PMs.
We only exchanged email.
You have no reason to be ashamed.
And no, I am not interested in what you know who had to say about it all, or why she left the forum after you spoke to her.
I am sensing this turning into something that it shouldn't be, so I'll take the advice of a friend as well.
I should have never gotten my heart involved.
All the best Keltin.
You take care of you.