I PM'd Uncle Ralph, telling him that several members were concerned about a post where he sounded very down.
He answered me, and gave me permission to share his PMs with the forum members. I know we can help him - we're really good at it!
Here's what he said:
Yeah, I have about nine months for my body to start cooperating with treatment for ongoing health crap-o-la, then I get on a list for a lung transplant. My cancer scare is under control, but I have chronic pulmonary sarcoidosis, and am really having a tough go of it. It has let to pulmonary fibrosis, and have lost 34% of mu lung capacity. On a crap load of steroids, and other meds in hopes of stopping it, but after now a year, there has been no significant improvement. May not actually be my last season, but it sure is feeling like it. Just was a little down last night, and that I guess is the extent of my venting, even though I am pissed off and just frustrated. . .very frustrated. Gotta try and stay up though, that is the biggest part of the battle.
I need to come around these boards more too, a LOT of familiar faces!!
I love you guys and gals, and wish that I had more interaction over here, but as MUCH as I LOVE food, doing it for 12-16hours a day, I just don't come home as much and wanna rap about it, but I do love the good amount of off topic stuff that has been created here.
I do need to say that I apologize, and after re-reading my OP in the thread, I didn't mean to come across as a buzz kill or as so morose. If it wasn't quoted, I would edit some stuff out, but alas, too late.
I certainly welcome all natures of positive vibes/energy/feng shui/karma/prayers/thoughts/anything. I can use it. There is a HUGE power in mind over matter and the power of positive thinking, anything I can rally up in my corner I will do so appreciatively, and thankfully!!
Thanks for taking the time to reach out to me, it's such a simple gesture, and I hope you know that it means a lot to me.
In all honesty, I have NOT given up by any means, but I was feeling like I was a little defeated last night. I am sorry to have caused concern or to have been a curmudgeon.
Jono
He answered me, and gave me permission to share his PMs with the forum members. I know we can help him - we're really good at it!
Here's what he said:
Yeah, I have about nine months for my body to start cooperating with treatment for ongoing health crap-o-la, then I get on a list for a lung transplant. My cancer scare is under control, but I have chronic pulmonary sarcoidosis, and am really having a tough go of it. It has let to pulmonary fibrosis, and have lost 34% of mu lung capacity. On a crap load of steroids, and other meds in hopes of stopping it, but after now a year, there has been no significant improvement. May not actually be my last season, but it sure is feeling like it. Just was a little down last night, and that I guess is the extent of my venting, even though I am pissed off and just frustrated. . .very frustrated. Gotta try and stay up though, that is the biggest part of the battle.
I need to come around these boards more too, a LOT of familiar faces!!
I love you guys and gals, and wish that I had more interaction over here, but as MUCH as I LOVE food, doing it for 12-16hours a day, I just don't come home as much and wanna rap about it, but I do love the good amount of off topic stuff that has been created here.
I do need to say that I apologize, and after re-reading my OP in the thread, I didn't mean to come across as a buzz kill or as so morose. If it wasn't quoted, I would edit some stuff out, but alas, too late.
I certainly welcome all natures of positive vibes/energy/feng shui/karma/prayers/thoughts/anything. I can use it. There is a HUGE power in mind over matter and the power of positive thinking, anything I can rally up in my corner I will do so appreciatively, and thankfully!!
Thanks for taking the time to reach out to me, it's such a simple gesture, and I hope you know that it means a lot to me.
In all honesty, I have NOT given up by any means, but I was feeling like I was a little defeated last night. I am sorry to have caused concern or to have been a curmudgeon.
Jono